HNY Dear Blog.....

It’s that time of the year where I am wishing everybody love, luck and prosperity. Though it makes me introspect, will there’d be any change for me this year. This reminds me of a saying I heard someone say ‘Improvement begins with an “I”’. For sure even this year I have new found New Year resolutions which I hope to keep(cross my heart), and that’s precisely why I didn’t make some stringent ones which I know I will never be able to stick to. But even this year one of it is tuff. And if dear blog you are not around I shall never be able to stick to the one I am referring to. So give me company and lend me your shoulder to lean on, in most of my days all through the year.
Last year has been really eventful (read action-packed) with a lot of awakening and lighting for me, coming from intricacies of relationships. My fools paradise has sure been shaken to the core. Not to forget my most difficult bitter realities of life seeping in. which is why, I ass usual is two minded about posting this on my blog. Although I know you are the soul factor in my life who has been with me through my thick and thins.

It seems like any other day of the year only difference is that the expectations are even sky soaring now. If I were to go by the numerology this year does round up to my number but then again as I have always believed god gives you food only that you have to raise your hand to put it in your mouth it will not come and be fed automatically. So will I or will I not be able to take that plunge is a big question I am still struggling to answer. This reminds me something a friend told me that you only lack perseverance otherwise you could be the best of manager. ‘Best of manager’ I am still lmao on it but yes I will agree that I definitely lack the ‘P’ word. In every sense of the word.
So here’s hoping to a new beginning, and new found expectations. I hope this year brings me guts to face the world.