I hate…..

I wouldn’t have written this post had I been at least ten years younger today. But then I was a lot more immature then and took everything on its face value (not that I don’t do it now). However, I would like to pat myself for being a lot more saner now, even if it means following the extremist route. Now my philosophy in life is to ‘prepare for the worst’, if the worst happens I am prepared for it in any case and if it turns out good then it will be a pleasant surprise.
Human relationships are evolving everyday, and by evolving I mean this is the age of experimentation. With the kinda temptations around, I would consider it normal to follow the league of sinners who practice eating the forbidden fruit on a regular basis and accepting that yes I have done it. I personally value those people more who have been there and done that and have no qualms in accepting it. As compared to those who proclaim to be the best and the most idealistic ones yet do things which sinners like us wouldn’t even dream off doing.
That’s why I hate all these social networking websites from the real bottom of my heart, which not only makes you feel dwarfed and complexed in front of those people who seem to be following all the correct norms in life but are doing so happily. I may sound a little wapt here, all I am referring to is, all those blog sites/social networking platforms and websites where people confess their undying love for moms/dads/spouses etc etc , and also proclaim how proud they are and vice versa.
For ages I thought there is something genetically wrong with me that no one found that unfound love for me, till I vowed to myself that enough is enough and I am not going to visit certain blogs/websites which leads me to a state of depression. Also I think I need to be more acceptable to people’s flaws even if it means your best friends/bfs/gfs/spouses/parents/siblings etc. Just because you follow a particular trait in life that doesn’t mean everybody else is a fool like you. Additionally only if I could get rid of the fb addiction which makes the worst kinda (w)hole in my already bruised self esteem.
God please give me the strength to face it all and yet be unaffected…..
Amen…